as a human i think we always need to improve ourself but in my opinion malaysia dont really think like that.. we more to blame other peole rather than try to solve it.. just blame and let it be like that. wow.. that happen to me also.. when people just blame i did it wrongly when i dun even involve in that project.. but its fine with me.. i take that blame.. maybe it’s my fault to not get involve.. hahaha

ok.. what is the most memorable thing happen to me in 2010.. wow firsly for sure going to JAPAN… seriusly i dun care what people think but this is true.. i really admire japan.. there are sooooooo the country that i would love to stay.. hahahah no offence ok.. hahaha.. interm of study nothing much i guess i can tell everyday it the same thing… study2.. study2.. study2.. for excellent pffttttt…  really had a hard time finish my assignment n exam la.. but i manage to go through it also sumthing that i think i can feel proud of… hahaha but yeah study.. i know i’m not the best student but i hope the knowledge and experience i have make me different than other people.. n i hope people can handle me.. and i wont be a stupid freak that dun know how to appreciate life and people around me… hahah

next.. i gues singapore would be my second best experience.. all the presure, the excitment make me think more deeply.. BTW i already when to UNIVERSAL STUDIO JAPAN, UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE N ALSO DISNEYLAND TOKYO.. wow… hahahah i spend quiet alot of money also this year.. now thinking how to recover my financial… hahahaha… these three place really a good and exciting place to have fun…

alot of new people also i meet this year.. year its good to make new fren and i hope i can stay with them.. i also able to make new foster family which really help me alot.. n really love staying with them.. until now i think quiet alot of house i have stay.. hahaha hope i have time to contribute back to them..

going to the orphan house also give a bit impact on me.. wow my vision is soo high up in the sky sumtimes make me forget people that dun have what i have.. i feel very sad to see that.. n i hpae i really can help this kinda people.. they really need love from people.. going to the orphan house shows how appreciate my life is.. because Allah bless me with alof of stuff.. but i always forget Him.. this is totaly wrong.. huhuhu.. ok i think this are some of my experience in year 2010.. i really hope 2011 would be better for me.. now also i’m doing my internship in MAS.. i hope what i learn in MAS is a good experince. n i can share with other.. n i have i will not fail for my internship.. i love working with MAS.. when i feel like talking about MAS i will create a new post just for MAS… hahah because i still have 6 month here.. hahahah

bye 2010… welcome 2011..

adios

Ya Allah engkau saja lah yang kami boleh memohon segalan pertolongan supaya Orang2 palestin boleh hidup seperti kita yang hidup dengan aman nie… Kenapa Amerika masih x nak buat apa? memang ak rasa semua owg taw yg ramai warga amerika adalah yahudi.. dan kesemua yg berpangkat tinggi adalah yahudi sebab tuh amerika x leh nak wat apa2. tp gila bullshit.. nie makanan ok bukan nyer bom.. israel leh plak ko supply mcm 2 ekk… huhuhu… tapi Yahudi di turki telah mengeluarkan kenyataan ini x da kena mengena dengan perang agama.. jd kenapa amerika x ley nak wat pape?? nampak sgt la nie ada kena mengena dengan islam n yahudi…

apa yg ak leh wat sekarang nie?? ak sendiri pun x pasti apa yg terbaik yg leh ak lakukan.. setakat berdoa je la.. tp dlm hati ak ckp masih x cukup dengan tuh… Masyarakat patut lihat dah bertapa seksanya apa yg Israel sedang lakukan…

sedih sgt perkara mcm nie boleh berlaku.. yg ak x buat hati sgt2 tuh sebab brg makanan, ubat n simen x leh dibawa msk.. what the hell?? korang memang la ahli neraka..  sekarang nie mcm2 petanda besar dah ada.. tp ak tgk mcm perkara2 tuh mende biasa dah semua owg x amik kesah pun.. kengkadang termasuk la ak.. tp ak serius sedang mencuba dan bukan senang.. amik masa untuk ak.. tp ak harap semua nya ok.. sekarang nie isu sosial, isu duit, isu agama… isu apa yg x da kat dunia nie… dunia makin tua…

makin menuju kearah hari yg semua owg takut akan terjadi dan ada yang mengatakan hari tuh x wujud… tp ak percaya ia wujud.. dan waktu tuh semua mesti nak bertaubat.. too late ok.. ak slalu gak pikir mende2 nie.. waktu mati kita.. kia x taw bila akan menjelma.. ak seruisly x kesah untuk berjuang untuk apa yg ak percaya…

Manusia sekarang makin lupa dan alpa.. ak x taw kita nie bodoh berlagak pandai ke.. sanggup gadaikan segala2nya demi keseronokkkan.. serius ak pun nak gak keseronokkan mcm owg lain.. tp mende yg dilarang mesti ada sebab.. sebab yg kita leh tgk sekarang nie makin berleluasa…. kenapa ekk moto jadi keseronokan… seks tuh mcm perkara biasa?? salah sapa?? salah diri sendiri memang dah confirm la.. didikan ibubapa kengkadang pun sama… n ak rasa kita kena format blk semua siaran tv2 kita so kita nie apa yg penting.. ak x kata dunia nie x penting.. tp Allah sendiri dah riwayatkan untuk mencari kebaikan dunia dan akhirat…akhirat long term ok.. tp tah la.. manusia senang alpa termasuk la ak.. semua owg nak msk neraka ke ?? mcm neraka tuh best je ekk ak tgk depa nie berseronok… tah la pepandai la pikir… ak nak ckp mende2 nie pun ak x pandai.. tp tah la pikir la apa yg bgs..

harap2 segala gejala2 nie makin berkurang la.. klu ak berduit ak akan cuba tlg mende2 nie… ok kita sebagai manusia harus ingat mengigati.. dah ak harap post nie akan mengigatkan kepada ak apa yg perlu diutamakan apa yg x perlu.. n harap2 semua termasuk dlm golongan yg diterima allah.. amin

the first paper that i have exam was corporate finance and man i dont know what to say with this paper. i dun know whether i;m the one read the wrong section or what because i when to all the class and tutorial i think ponteng only once to pun sebab got stuff to do. but i still can manage to understand what the lecturer want in exam… i try my best… now the time to pray so that my result will be ok… seriously i studied what i suppose to but i still cant answer.

The second paper was easy.. hahahaha tamadun islam dan tamadun asia. just go to tutorial and read the book few time and i hope i can score this paper. seriously if got below than b+ i dunno what to say… i tried my best.. heehhe

the third paper was the major paper. Financial Reporting and standard 3. the assignment was really hard so dun expect the final is easy but what he promise to come out some did not come out such as definition. seriously he say will come out but did not come out.. so this subject also some question depends on what u hafal. so if people hafal different things kesian laa… nasib baik i think i wont fail la this paper..

next paper was islamic accounting. this subject is really interesting to learn. i love arguing with the lecturer but the final is quiet hard la.. because everything is hafal and i’m bad in that.. seriously everything is according to alquran n sunnah.. wow love the subject..

Then audit come. wow this paper i confident to get good result with this paper but sorry to say i kena diarrhea so i was so sad because kena on the day i have paper… seriously sad… but overall fine with the paper

then last paper before i go singapore was tax. i was only prepared for question after midterm because he told in class everything will come out after midterm but unfortunately again did not stand to the promise as got question before midterm and what you expect me to kelentong?? i hope i did great.. hehhehe..

but overall all the paper is average… nak ckp susah x susah, nak ckp senang x senang but cool with the paper and hope can get good result.. please got help me…

okok i’m out

mula-mula sekali tahniah sebab dapat gak ko wat entry dlm bahasa Inggeris Salute ko hbs-hbsan laa..

ok ak crita mcm mana ak kenal ella lah… ella atau nama sebenar dia suhaila…. dulu ak first time ak kenal kat mrsm.. kami dulu sekelas… walaupun kami sekelas sebenarnya ak x perasaan pun dia wujud waktu sem satu kat kelas ak… akhir2 sem satu baru ak mcm tau ooo.. ella… dia kelas ak… boleh x… ak pun x tau pasal apa ak mcm x kenal dia sgt… maybe sebab dia sgt pendiam kowt (pendiam ke??)… pas2 ckp ngan pompuan je kowt… ak rasa ak kenal dia pun sebab bella… bella nie homeroom dia gak la… tp bella ngan ak nie mcm sama kepala laa… ella x sgt.. hahahah dia budak baik… tp waktu sem dua ak perasaan la… ooo budak nie bgs glo buat keje… teliti nak mati pastu rajin… hahahaha… sebab tuh kowt..

jadi waktu kitaowg msk form 5 dia dilantik sebagai PKSU sebab semua owg tau dia rajin… hehehehe pas2 bila kenal dia br tau la kepala dia pun ok gak laa.. cuma dia x pandai sgt kowt bergaul ngan laki.. mungkin sebab family dia jaga dia glo2 n it is a good thing… mende baik k… jgn marah ella.. jadi saban hari kenal dia so makin ok la dia jadi… plg best skali mkn kek batik… hahahaha first time dlm hidup ak, ak makan kek batik dia la… seriusly ak x sangka waktu tuh rasa kek batik mcm tuh… tp ak serius suka… lepas pada tuh je… bila rasa or nampak kek batik teringat kat dia… penangan siott… hahahaha…

jadi lepas hbs mrsm… kami lost contact gak laa ak rasa kejap… klu x salah ak metrik sem dua br kami sms blk… hahah x tau pasal apa… tetiba rindu kat dia… so sampai sekarang la ok ngan dia… xda problem lg… lagipun ak suka kacau dia nie… sebab dia x kesah sgt… n kengkadang dia la tempat ak nak mengadu…wat mcm mana… x da siapa nak kat ak.. n amik tau pasal ak pun… heheheh dia gak la peneman ak walaupun hanya guna sms or ym tp still ak rasa mcm ada owg teman ak… hehehe

thanx bebanyak kepada suhaila… heheheh harap persahabatan x kan putus walaupun kita gado2 atau pape.. k.. n sorry sgt entry lambat nak mati… hehehehe sampai dia plak kena peringat x post lg entry nie… heheeheh tuh je la kowt… ok ak pun dah buat entry dlm bm… ak tau la bm ak agak teruk skarang nie. sebab ak byk pakai bi skunk nie… wuwuwu

so today what i did… huh.. all the morning i was so fed up.. because bored like hell.. seriusly.. asyraf n theepha was sleeping…. i when to asyraf’s room then and quests what he is still sleeping.. n i was hungry like hell to i when eat alone in hall 13 cafe so sad of me.. wuwuwu..

ok then fun start in the afternoon as three of us when around the campus by ourselves… independent la konon… hehehehe.. but it was great because i have sumthing to do.. hehehe.. when going around campus we were lost n hehehe nasib baik we get through all of that.. eheheheh

okok no idea… i’m out for today..

p/s: bestnye klu intan ada kat cni… hehehe

why i have to go to school of art?? it is because i have a lunch with university of buffalo dialogue n it was fun.. yeahh i got work to do n i dun need to think much about my feeling… so what happen there was we discuss about political view.. n how their student run the university.. so it was quiet impressive.. n learn few stuff la there… hehehe.. so at there also i meet with 7 other Learn scholar like me.. owh ya the buffalo university student all are really busy peope something that have same with me… so have a long chit chat with them n really love it… hear a talk on culture as well…

then after that i follow them to nanyang china heritage centre. n i was quiet cool n i like it… heheheh… so this was i do today… i hope tomorrow will be better for me… but i really dun like going back to my room.. because need to panjat gunung ledang first… n exhausted in felt asleep… heheheheh that is basically it

i just finish packing all my stuff like 12 hour before flying.. n i really cant sleep that night because i know i will be sumwhere else tomorrow. hehehe OK in the morning.. i really thanx to my mum, cik tipah and joeyin for coming to the airport to send us away.. hehehe it really sad actually to leave malaysia but life goes on … people need new experience… so i hope this will be  a good one…

ok in the flight the stewardess was quite nice n the meal they give is quiet good la.. the flight was about n hour flight. so that why when i get out of the airplane in my mind was am i really in singapore.. hehehe fell like going to KL only.. hhehe ok when i got finish the immigration an all the stuff in airport, i n asyraf pusing2 the airport then got a cab to NTU… heheheh the cab person was quiet nice laa… n i really impress with singapore is on the road all all are quiet expensive car. i did not c any Malaysia car also there… pity malaysia…

ok. then when i reach the campus i really suprise.. the campus is really huge.. people always complaining that usm is big.. uguys try come to NTU.. at least in usm for one building to one building u can walk…. here… really need a bus.. hehehe.. ok after go the office, i when to my room n was really puzzle because i dun know how the hack to open the door.. that time i did not realize that the door room is actually an electronic room like hotel… the room was quite nice really big… but i really dun like the location of my hall because it is really far way from class n frenz.. n really high like climbing a mountain.. really hate this part…

ok.. then after finish everything.. my problem was i dun have a Singapore phone number.. so really hard to contact asyraf… i top up a day before i left… rm 60 ringgit n just finish like that… can u imaging that… finish in one day… so sad… so me n asyraf when to jurong point which is the nearest shopping mall (actually not that near)… n got problem also.. want to buy ez card… the minute we arrived.. the shop close… thank god.. i can buy sim card… hehehehe.. then after that came back at night climb gunung ledang again.. wuwwuwu

so that is basically my first day in singapore… thanx to theepha to bring us to jurong point… hehehe

p/s this is done on 5th but because i was so sleepy i post today

i think i just can highlight important event this year. i think the most memorable event for 2009 is…… Inter-civilization youth engagement program (iyep3) which really open my mind to a new level. they really make me think until i think i will be crazy. That program was a conference which gather student for different background with  different perspective to give an idea on financial crisis. guess what?.. i did not only learn about financial crisis there, but a lot. really a lot. they really want to create awareness which i think it was really good. credit to the organizer. hope can be with them for next year conference with new topic to be discuss. owh btw the method that they use was really good if you want to know more u can search in yahoo worldcafe.com. they use that system which really great and i will try to apply them soon. heheheh

this is the group that really inspire me. heheheh

the second memorable event this semester will be the two baktisiswa. that is at terengganu and pahang. the terengganu i dont want to elaborate more because i already did a post just for terengganu. now pahang. seriously i tot i wont be fun but i was wrong again. it was a huge fun and really enjoy it. learn new trick with my first ever family in usm. and really is was fun.. new term we use there such as coleq sikit... hahahah it was fun doing that and giving new name such as makda to sumone. hehehehe.. i dun want to elaborate on the program but the people there are really different….. they are like usm student which like to karaoke and go out eat mamak at night… hahahha fun… fun… summore my backbone where there which really help me alot before this. some more phase that i think i will never forget is from a makcik “minum la air bio-aura, makcik minum air bio-aura segelas je dah hilang dahaga kalau air biasa kena minum dua gelas” hahahaha like WTF.. but what to say mentality so wont elaborate much on that.

adik2 nija in pahang… heheheh

i think the third event that give and impact to me was citrawarna. heheheh really kill me that time but it was really fun and u can see all the effort that we made was a good think because we won citrawarna for the third time…. hahahaha… i dun know how bout next sem… hehehe..  this event really give me stamina.. i have to practice like from 10p.m to 2-3 a.m everyday… hahaah which mean really less sleep but i love it n will never complain event a sec. hehehehe

this is me with baha

that is some of my really fun memory. actually i learn a lot in USM but is up to people on what to say why i’m so active which actually i’m not. it was a great year for me and hope to other too.. heheheh i would like to apologize if i make any wrong with anyone through out the whole year.

new year would be different for me because i will be going to Singapore on 5th of January. so i hope my stay there will be a blast and hope to learn new stuff. when i come back to usm I’m pretty sure i will try my best to share my experience will all of you. i hope no one has hard feeling with me. ok i think this is it.. although still have alot to say but i think this will be it. heheheh bubye 2009. happy memories.

last ly COLEQ SKET…. hahahaha

Accounting Conference in UM

my psiko fren but they really are my backbone in accounting

eating like hell in EQ hotel

new family but x sempat hbskan 1 year with them

Gala Dinner awesome

Graduation of senior (sad moment)

Finish messing around with junior

Lets get together program

celebrating Raya… hehehehe